这个夏天,我一直在烦恼,
头都大了,血液快不流了,
这个夏天,我失去了信心,
生活停顿,没有别的想法,
从梦中惊醒,希望再次破灭。
老天在捉弄着我,想改变我头脑中的准则,
感情也在折磨着我,想磨灭我纯洁的欲望, 时间飞快度过,让我觉得什么都抓不到。
前几天心情还没定下来,
现在又为工作上的事情烦恼
我也不想那么累,
我很想努力去做好。
有时候做错事,很多事情都没有处理好。
让一些人受到伤害,这不是我想要的,
烦恼的事,更需要快刀斩乱麻。
我会尽快处理好我自己的事。
也让自己能安心,努力去迎接新的目标,
新的开始 !
觉得自己不可饶恕........
目前还不知道怎么去释放,
烦,听一首歌:
Aerosmith ---- Amazing (空中铁匠乐队----奇迹)。
喜欢喊出来的感觉,尤其喜欢最后部分声嘶力竭的吼叫和对自己不满的一种愤怒。当一个人对自己不满的时候,是不是奇迹就会出现呢?停在原地等待的是死亡,走过去就是另一片天地。
Amazing
I kept the right ones out 我抛弃了正确的
And let the wrong ones in 却接受了错误的
Had an angel of mercy to see me through all my sins 仁慈的天使透过我罪恶的表面看到我
There were times in my life 在一生中有无数次
When I was going insane 当我走向疯狂
Trying to walk through The pain 只是为了逃离痛苦
When I lost my grip 当我失去了控制
And I hit the floor 当我捶打着地板
Yeah, I thought I could leave 我以为我可以逃离这里
but couldn't get out the door 却始终无法冲出那扇门
I was so sick and tired Of living a lie 生活在谎言中让我如此的厌倦而疲惫不堪
I was wishing that IWould die 我只希望我可以走向死亡
It's amazing 多么另人惊讶
With the blink of an eye you finally see the light 眨眼一瞥间你最终会看见光明
It's amazing 多么另人惊讶
When the moment arrives that you know you'll be all right在那一刻到来时你知道你最终会平安
It's amazing 多么另人惊讶
And I'm saying a prayer for the desperate hearts tonight 今夜我为一颗绝望的心祈祷
That one last shot's a permanent vacation 最后一击是永久的解脱
And how high can you fly with broken wings 折断了翅膀你还能飞多高
Life's a journey not a destination 生活是一场旅行而并非终点
And I just can't tell just what tomorrow brings我无法告诉你明天将会怎样
You have to learn to crawl 你必须学会爬
Before you learn to walk 在你学会行走之前
But I just couldn't listen to all that righteous talk但我还是听不到所有那些公正的言论
I was out on the street 我走在闹市之外
Just trying to survive 只有尽力生存下去
Scratching to stay Alive! 潦草的写下:活着!
Yeah, I thought I could leave, but couldn't get out the door 想离开却无法冲出,我想每个人都有遇到这种困境的时候 And how high can you fly with broken wings? 没有翅膀怎么能飞多高呢? 我最喜欢的还是那句
Life's a journey not a destination 生命是一种旅行而不是目的, And I just can't tell just what tomorrow brings 我无法告诉你明天将会是怎样, JUST BE YOURSELF AND BE
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